Today I received two rejection notices for jobs I’d interviewed for last week. The first was a phone call I wasn’t really surprised to receive - I knew it was a bit of a stretch during the interview stage. The second was a heads up from a former colleague who had referred me for the job. I couldn’t even get a call from HR to tell me they didn’t want me.

I’m so fucking exhausted by this.

I want to focus on BTTR, but can’t because it doesn’t pay me anything. So instead I focus on job hunting, doing whatever I can for the site in my spare time.

So far, since June, I’ve had dozens of interviews. I’ve spent literal days working on applications.

And nothing. Not a single job offer. It drains you of motivation for pretty much everything.